Unbalanced

Basically that's what I am... especially for a Libra sign to be unbalanced is not a good thing. I'm sure it is because I'm finally letting go of the addiction of 'World of Warcraft(tm)'. It has been a 4 year journey with it's ups and it's downs. You're maybe thinking... "Are you kidding... over a stupid game" well sorry, like all things addictions are hard to deal with after you are done. To imagine, it has been 4 years, 10 characters average playtime per character was about 75days (as a full 24hours = 1 day) That was alot of committment put into one venue.

Due to financial issues, since moving back home in the beginning of June, I had to unwillingly let go of this link to anonymous global interaction. Since this last Monday, the 3rd of August I had to cancel my account. Technically if I want to conserve my character history I should reinact the account 6 months later or something. The true test will be whether I can do that or not.

This last week has been quite draining. I had no idea how to re-live life after not being stuck to a computer for at least 16 hours per day. I was still sitting in front of a computer but not intellectually interacting just merely watching and reading. I did ALOT of Facebook, watched many episodes of anime (Saint Seiya/Bleach) and read thru Harry Potter 6 & 7, the whole Thorn St. Criox series written by Faith Hunter, and now I'm starting Breaking Dawn again because I'm running out of things to read. I've slept numerous hours and still am not quite rested. Mostly because I usually only get 3-4 hours per night of sleep whilst playing WoW since I was playing with my Aussie friends. It was fun for me, we had good laughs and good times.

I'm told that I'm a people person. It didn't hit me how interaction with people is a necessity in my life. WoW did that, although I wasn't talking to people face to face, I was constantly talking to someone. Now... I have no avenue for that. This last week has been filled with bonfires, going back to nature, taking walks in the parks, coffee most definately, and people watching.

I've posted alot of items via status updates hinting about my stability mentally. Well here is the blog post hehe that I needed to communicate. Next week school will be starting and I'm hoping to get my life back on track. Find my hobbies, find my loves, find myself...most importantly find my self value. We'll see how this will go. Got some other things to talk about... but yeah...

/Salute